If you don't know already, I love country music. I know, I know, when you think country, you think "I lost my job, lost my wife, lost my dog" and the like. But really, not all country songs are like that! Frankly, most of them are love songs, life songs, even God songs. Pretty cool stuff.
Anyways, I heard this song on the radio today. (I've heard it before, but I'm writing this today, so it fits.) And I realized just how good of a song it was! So here I am, posting it!
Mountains, by Lonestar
Lucinda Jones workin' at the IHOP:
Ten years worth of bacon, eggs an' tears
She's waited on every creed an' color,
While waitin' on this day to get here
Graveyard shifts, two big tips,
Makin' every quarter count,
Was worth it all to see her son,
In that cap an' gown
There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,
So we could learn how to climb
Bobby, Bobby Dunn came back from the war,
Lost his leg but they couldn't take his will
Hell bent to run in that local marathon,
He trained through the endless pain an' pills
It hurt so bad that sometimes,
He just had to cry,
He didn't stop until he crossed,
That finish line
There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,
So we could learn how to climb
This world ain't fair,
It can knock you on your butt
You can just lie there,
Or you can get back up
You gotta get back up
There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,
(The good Lord gave us mountains)
So we could learn how to climb
6/11/07
6/10/07
Society sucks. ( a rant )
What are you supposed to do when you find the myspace page of someones daughter and see THAT kind of picture posted there?
What should you do when you see Adventist kids, who grew up in Adventist homes, swearing and making lewd comments towards other Adventist kids? Is this how we want the world to see our denomination? Is this the product of our education system? Is this why we pay thousands of dollars MORE to send our kids to private schools? They can get that kind of education in a free public school and parents can save money for retirement.
What have we come to? If we lined up 6 kids from a public school and 6 kids from an Adventist institution, would we be able to tell who was who? Once in a while yes, but 90% of the time, probably not.
Growing up we were taught to be "in the world and not of the world." I think trying to look and act like the world is a little more on the "of the world" side of the balance. What kind of examples are we to others? What kind of reputation are we giving our faith?
When did all of this happen?
There is so much talk about non-conformity. Dont be like everyone else. Be yourself. Have an attitude. Set yourself apart. But you know, everyone is not conforming the same way! I think we are shooting ourselves in the foot. There is no individuality anymore. Everyone strives to be "different" by following the "different trend."
Society has painted a picture of what is "sexy". Skinny. Busty. Tan. Black eyeliner. Yes, that is sexy. But it's not beautiful. Genuine beauty is a rare find. Character is hard to find too. The stencil of society has made cookie cutter characters, with no real individuality. God did not create "sexy." "Sexy" is meant to attract many. God created us for just one spouse. That one person is the only one we have to worry about. And that one person, if their heart is with God, will see beauty, not sexy. That one person will see what the rest of the world passes by.
While the world sees short shorts and low-cut tops, heavy make-up and over-plucked eyebrows, our God-created spouse will see the weaknesses, the compassion, the humility, the grace, the vulnerability that we try to hide. Beauty is NOT just skin deep. Sexy is skin deep. Beauty goes completely through to the soul of a person. True, genuine beauty reflects Christ. Sexy reflects the world.
When I walk into a store in the summer wearing jeans, I feel like I'm seen as someone from outer space. The lone denim among so many barely-there miniskirts. (which, by the way, I thought had gone out of style) I have self-respect, and I'm the weird one?
I don't want to seem like I'm judging. I'm not. I'm trying to understand why we are the way we are.
I don't think that most girls honestly see themselves as objects just waiting for a guy or many guys to snatch them up. I think they have just been confused. They have been brainwashed, if you will, by a concept. Most guys aren't much help either. They've been brainwashed too, taught to see women as playthings, objects, even sometimes just something to use and then cast aside.
I wish we could stop looking at society for our model. There is so much more to look to. If you want to.
What should you do when you see Adventist kids, who grew up in Adventist homes, swearing and making lewd comments towards other Adventist kids? Is this how we want the world to see our denomination? Is this the product of our education system? Is this why we pay thousands of dollars MORE to send our kids to private schools? They can get that kind of education in a free public school and parents can save money for retirement.
What have we come to? If we lined up 6 kids from a public school and 6 kids from an Adventist institution, would we be able to tell who was who? Once in a while yes, but 90% of the time, probably not.
Growing up we were taught to be "in the world and not of the world." I think trying to look and act like the world is a little more on the "of the world" side of the balance. What kind of examples are we to others? What kind of reputation are we giving our faith?
When did all of this happen?
There is so much talk about non-conformity. Dont be like everyone else. Be yourself. Have an attitude. Set yourself apart. But you know, everyone is not conforming the same way! I think we are shooting ourselves in the foot. There is no individuality anymore. Everyone strives to be "different" by following the "different trend."
Society has painted a picture of what is "sexy". Skinny. Busty. Tan. Black eyeliner. Yes, that is sexy. But it's not beautiful. Genuine beauty is a rare find. Character is hard to find too. The stencil of society has made cookie cutter characters, with no real individuality. God did not create "sexy." "Sexy" is meant to attract many. God created us for just one spouse. That one person is the only one we have to worry about. And that one person, if their heart is with God, will see beauty, not sexy. That one person will see what the rest of the world passes by.
While the world sees short shorts and low-cut tops, heavy make-up and over-plucked eyebrows, our God-created spouse will see the weaknesses, the compassion, the humility, the grace, the vulnerability that we try to hide. Beauty is NOT just skin deep. Sexy is skin deep. Beauty goes completely through to the soul of a person. True, genuine beauty reflects Christ. Sexy reflects the world.
When I walk into a store in the summer wearing jeans, I feel like I'm seen as someone from outer space. The lone denim among so many barely-there miniskirts. (which, by the way, I thought had gone out of style) I have self-respect, and I'm the weird one?
I don't want to seem like I'm judging. I'm not. I'm trying to understand why we are the way we are.
I don't think that most girls honestly see themselves as objects just waiting for a guy or many guys to snatch them up. I think they have just been confused. They have been brainwashed, if you will, by a concept. Most guys aren't much help either. They've been brainwashed too, taught to see women as playthings, objects, even sometimes just something to use and then cast aside.
I wish we could stop looking at society for our model. There is so much more to look to. If you want to.
6/9/07
Do you ever?
Do you ever get a burst of creativity where you must write something, draw something, DO something just so you can rest?!
Yeah, thats me right now.
I have a little black book (not that kind!) that I write down all my ideas in. Any idea, for a story, poem, photo, anything. The drafts are growing! I have so many ideas, I hope someday I can cross off each one!
That's all!
Yeah, thats me right now.
I have a little black book (not that kind!) that I write down all my ideas in. Any idea, for a story, poem, photo, anything. The drafts are growing! I have so many ideas, I hope someday I can cross off each one!
That's all!
6/8/07
For camera and photo people...
This is entirely too cool.
Ever wondered how a camera lens was made? I'm talking about the big SLR lenses. I had never thought about it, actually, until my brother sent me this link. Check it out! It's fascinating!!
Canon Camera lenses
Ever wondered how a camera lens was made? I'm talking about the big SLR lenses. I had never thought about it, actually, until my brother sent me this link. Check it out! It's fascinating!!
Canon Camera lenses
6/7/07
Mercies New
Lately I've been struggling to recapture my relationship with God. I let things grow stale, and then realized I missed it. It's been hard though. I've been working towards it for a couple of months now. It's funny how you don't realize how far away you've gotten until you take a moment and look back at where you were.
I was on Extreme Teens. I went to church regularly. I marked up my Bible so much, it was getting hard to close.
Then something, I don't know what, happened. I found myself wanting to sleep instead of go to church. I couldn't even pray silently to myself at meals. I went to a prayer retreat with some ET alums, and was physically uncomfortable the whole day. I literally felt like something was sitting on my chest, and just kept getting heavier. That was the final straw. I knew then that I had to do something. I felt like I was almost to the point of no return, and it scared the pee out of me.
It certainly has not been easy. You can just ask Jordan if you don't believe me. (He is fantastic, and has been so amazing while I sort things out and get back on my feet again. Couldn't have done it without him)
As I was driving to work the other day, I was listening to Nochole Nordeman's "Woven and Spun" cd. If you haven't listened to it, you should.
The second song on the CD is amazing. I don't even know what to say about it, but I want to share the lyrics with you.
Miracles New
Is it fair to say I was lured away?
By endless distractions and lovelier attractions then
Or fairer still, my own free will
Is the better one to blame for this familiar mess I've made again
So I would understand, if you were out of patience
And I would understand, if I was out of chances
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
The distance left between east and west
Is how far You would go to forget the debt I owe
And thrown into the sea, the wicked ways in me
Will never have a chance to wash back on the sand
So I would understand if you would make me pay
And I would understand lying in the bed I've made
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
Up comes the sun on every one of us
Gone, gone, gone the guilt and shame that knew your name
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
See? Good song!!!
It was something I needed to be reminded of. I think it's something we all need to be reminded of every now and then. When we think we're completely out of chances, God renews his mercies every morning. Even when we deserve nothing, He still gives us everything.
Pretty cool, huh?
I was on Extreme Teens. I went to church regularly. I marked up my Bible so much, it was getting hard to close.
Then something, I don't know what, happened. I found myself wanting to sleep instead of go to church. I couldn't even pray silently to myself at meals. I went to a prayer retreat with some ET alums, and was physically uncomfortable the whole day. I literally felt like something was sitting on my chest, and just kept getting heavier. That was the final straw. I knew then that I had to do something. I felt like I was almost to the point of no return, and it scared the pee out of me.
It certainly has not been easy. You can just ask Jordan if you don't believe me. (He is fantastic, and has been so amazing while I sort things out and get back on my feet again. Couldn't have done it without him)
As I was driving to work the other day, I was listening to Nochole Nordeman's "Woven and Spun" cd. If you haven't listened to it, you should.
The second song on the CD is amazing. I don't even know what to say about it, but I want to share the lyrics with you.
Miracles New
Is it fair to say I was lured away?
By endless distractions and lovelier attractions then
Or fairer still, my own free will
Is the better one to blame for this familiar mess I've made again
So I would understand, if you were out of patience
And I would understand, if I was out of chances
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
The distance left between east and west
Is how far You would go to forget the debt I owe
And thrown into the sea, the wicked ways in me
Will never have a chance to wash back on the sand
So I would understand if you would make me pay
And I would understand lying in the bed I've made
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
Up comes the sun on every one of us
Gone, gone, gone the guilt and shame that knew your name
Your mercies are new every morning
So let me wake with the dawn
When the music is through or so it seems to be
Let me sing a new song, old things gone
Every day it's true, You make all your mercies new
See? Good song!!!
It was something I needed to be reminded of. I think it's something we all need to be reminded of every now and then. When we think we're completely out of chances, God renews his mercies every morning. Even when we deserve nothing, He still gives us everything.
Pretty cool, huh?
The interview
Well, I got back from my interview a little while ago, and I must say, I feel really good about it!
I have put this job in God's hands from the very beginning. If I get it, it's because of Him. I had a bunch of people praying for me as I went in today, and I think that made a difference.
Everything about this job is perfect, like it was made for me. I'm praying I get it!
They have more interviews next week, but they are wanting to make a decision next week so they can have someone start at the end of next week.
Keep praying! I really want this job!
I have put this job in God's hands from the very beginning. If I get it, it's because of Him. I had a bunch of people praying for me as I went in today, and I think that made a difference.
Everything about this job is perfect, like it was made for me. I'm praying I get it!
They have more interviews next week, but they are wanting to make a decision next week so they can have someone start at the end of next week.
Keep praying! I really want this job!
Alive again!!
Yes, it has been a while, but once again this blog breathes!
I won't update on whats been going on too much. I'll just say that Jordan and I are still very happily together, I'm still in school at Southern, I just finished my best semester so far.
I'm home for the summer. I'm working one part time job already, and have an interview TODAY for another.
I want to be a photographer of people, of expressions, of feelings, of attitudes, of moments in time.
I want to share my thoughts and ideas and ponderings.
I just want to be me!
I won't update on whats been going on too much. I'll just say that Jordan and I are still very happily together, I'm still in school at Southern, I just finished my best semester so far.
I'm home for the summer. I'm working one part time job already, and have an interview TODAY for another.
I want to be a photographer of people, of expressions, of feelings, of attitudes, of moments in time.
I want to share my thoughts and ideas and ponderings.
I just want to be me!
7/20/06
Until Further Notice
Don't hate me, my faithful readers! But this blog is going to be dormant (I know, it already is) until further notice. I'm going to be focusing more on my other blog, http://adevelopingstory.blogspot.com , which is going to be sharing some photos I've taken, and the stories that come from them.
So, if you want to catch up on what's going on in my life, go to http://www.myspace.come/inimitable1
Otherwise, check out the new blog!
So, if you want to catch up on what's going on in my life, go to http://www.myspace.come/inimitable1
Otherwise, check out the new blog!
3/25/06
Happy Sabbath!
Well, I guess I need to post more... I just dont have time! I'm hardly ever in my room, and when I am, I'm doing homework! (or should be. you know how it is)
Right now, I'm freezing. The whole time we were gone on break, it was WARM here at school! But once we got back, we had about 2 nice days, and it's been in the 50s ever since. I really want warm weather! I'm really not much of a cold person...
I'm waiting for Jordan so we can head to church. Thats a good thing about school here... Church isn't so early! There are probably 5 different times you can go, and a dozen different churches. Just gotta be signed out of the dorm by 10:30. Wahoo!
I'm having an issue with my foot too... I dont know what I did to it, but my right foot feels like I have a tendon pinched off, or something. I dont know. but it hurts! I've been wearing flip flops all the time just because shoes hurt. Wore them to vespers last night, and wearing them to church today cause there is NO WAY I'm wearing heels. Tried this morning just to see if it was possible, nope. Oh well.
Well, I really have nothing more to say right now... so I guess I'll say goodbye for now, and maybe I'll write again soon. heehee
Right now, I'm freezing. The whole time we were gone on break, it was WARM here at school! But once we got back, we had about 2 nice days, and it's been in the 50s ever since. I really want warm weather! I'm really not much of a cold person...
I'm waiting for Jordan so we can head to church. Thats a good thing about school here... Church isn't so early! There are probably 5 different times you can go, and a dozen different churches. Just gotta be signed out of the dorm by 10:30. Wahoo!
I'm having an issue with my foot too... I dont know what I did to it, but my right foot feels like I have a tendon pinched off, or something. I dont know. but it hurts! I've been wearing flip flops all the time just because shoes hurt. Wore them to vespers last night, and wearing them to church today cause there is NO WAY I'm wearing heels. Tried this morning just to see if it was possible, nope. Oh well.
Well, I really have nothing more to say right now... so I guess I'll say goodbye for now, and maybe I'll write again soon. heehee
3/5/06
Hello loves!
Hey folks!
Yeah, it's been a while since I've posted. Sorry about that. Been busy, getting through midterms, getting ready for spring break. But I've been having fun. School is awesome! The weather has been kinds crazy though. Beginning of last week was cold and windy, but by Wednesday, it was up to the 70s.
Right now, Jordan and I are in Washington D.C. area, actually SIlver Spring, MD. We're staying with Jordan's Aunt Karla while we're here, and having a blast. The plan is to explore D.C. and take some pictures for our final project for our photography class. So far, we're having fun.
Tonight we're just relaxing. Gonna be watching the Oscars later. I haven't had much interest in them in the past, but I've seen almost all the movies nominated this year, so I want to know how my favorites do in the awards.
Gonna head out now. My tea is getting cold.
Much love!
Yeah, it's been a while since I've posted. Sorry about that. Been busy, getting through midterms, getting ready for spring break. But I've been having fun. School is awesome! The weather has been kinds crazy though. Beginning of last week was cold and windy, but by Wednesday, it was up to the 70s.
Right now, Jordan and I are in Washington D.C. area, actually SIlver Spring, MD. We're staying with Jordan's Aunt Karla while we're here, and having a blast. The plan is to explore D.C. and take some pictures for our final project for our photography class. So far, we're having fun.
Tonight we're just relaxing. Gonna be watching the Oscars later. I haven't had much interest in them in the past, but I've seen almost all the movies nominated this year, so I want to know how my favorites do in the awards.
Gonna head out now. My tea is getting cold.
Much love!
2/18/06
Sorry!!
I know.... it's been a month since I last wrote... I'm sorry!! I've hardly spent any time in my room, there's always something else to do! something more fun then sitting in my room!
Like taking pictures! My photograhpy class is THE BEST class ever. I love it. Black and White photography has become my new love. (dont worry, Jordan is still in the picture.) I am however in search of a new camera. Mine is just not up to par for this class, which is disappointing, and an inconvienience, cause not Jordan and I have to share his camera. Eek! But it's all good.
The weather down here is totally crazy. This week especially. Saturday, Sunday and Monday we had snow in the mornings. Yes, it was melted by about 11am, but there was enough of it to make everything white. It was pretty! Then Tuesday was just bleh, and Wednesday was nicer, and Thursday was up in the 70s, and sunny!!! Yesterday it rained and was cold again, but warmed up a little by afternoon. Today we're supposed to get rain and sleet. Why can't it just make up it's mind to be sunny and warm?!?
Well, it's time for me to get ready for church. love and hugs!
Like taking pictures! My photograhpy class is THE BEST class ever. I love it. Black and White photography has become my new love. (dont worry, Jordan is still in the picture.) I am however in search of a new camera. Mine is just not up to par for this class, which is disappointing, and an inconvienience, cause not Jordan and I have to share his camera. Eek! But it's all good.
The weather down here is totally crazy. This week especially. Saturday, Sunday and Monday we had snow in the mornings. Yes, it was melted by about 11am, but there was enough of it to make everything white. It was pretty! Then Tuesday was just bleh, and Wednesday was nicer, and Thursday was up in the 70s, and sunny!!! Yesterday it rained and was cold again, but warmed up a little by afternoon. Today we're supposed to get rain and sleet. Why can't it just make up it's mind to be sunny and warm?!?
Well, it's time for me to get ready for church. love and hugs!
1/16/06
a day of good deeds
Yes, here at Southern, Martin Luther King day is also community service day. And Jordan, Ben and I are going out to do some community service. Gonna be rough though, we picked a tough one... are you ready for this?
We are going to the park to make balloon animals.
Doesnt that sound hard?? heehee I think it'll be fun, as long as they dont make me dress up as a clown. lol Hopefully they wont!
So that's my plan for today. We are being served breakfast in the gym at 9, so hopefully my ride wakes up in time to pick me up! (oh Joooooooordan!!!!)
Gotta run! much love and hugs.
We are going to the park to make balloon animals.
Doesnt that sound hard?? heehee I think it'll be fun, as long as they dont make me dress up as a clown. lol Hopefully they wont!
So that's my plan for today. We are being served breakfast in the gym at 9, so hopefully my ride wakes up in time to pick me up! (oh Joooooooordan!!!!)
Gotta run! much love and hugs.
1/13/06
first week, done!
Well, I made it through my first week of classes, and I think I did well!! Got my homework done... in time. ;-) Been on the run most every day, either to a class, or to an orientation, or to spend time/study with Jordan. It's been fun so far. I am really enjoying being here at school.
My FAVORITE class so far (yes, I already have a favorite) is by far, Intro to Photography. It teaches REAL photography, on black and white film. so much fun! I have a 24 roll that I need to go through before next thursday, cause thats when I go in to develop my film. yay!!
Well, I've got to run. Got laundry I need to put away, and I"m sure there's other stuff I need to do. Much love and hugs!
My FAVORITE class so far (yes, I already have a favorite) is by far, Intro to Photography. It teaches REAL photography, on black and white film. so much fun! I have a 24 roll that I need to go through before next thursday, cause thats when I go in to develop my film. yay!!
Well, I've got to run. Got laundry I need to put away, and I"m sure there's other stuff I need to do. Much love and hugs!
1/9/06
first day of classes
Here I go! First day! and it's a busy one until 2-ish. But thats ok. I can do it. Wish me luck!
1/8/06
Southern!!
There it is! my dorm room! Well... parts of it.Daddy and I got down here at 11am, Thursday morning. We drove almost all night. Sooooo tired when we got here! But we went through everything we had to do, FINALLY found my room, and got me moved in. Well, we got my stuff in. I didn't move in fully until Friday. Dad left Friday afternoon around 1, and got home at 6am Sabbath morning. He DID drive all night! crazy man!
I slept a lot Thursday and Friday, and almost slept all day Sabbath too, but I just couldnt sleep anymore! I was a little scared to go to church all by myself. The College Church is MASSIVE. But I did it!! And I survived!
Today I've been all over. I took my ACT this morning. That was brutal. Not the test, but sitting there for 4 hours! With only one potty break in the middle! Eek! But I survived that too. Then I kinda went all over campus. I walked to Brock Hall to meet my advisor, then walked allllllll the way to Hackman Hall and the library, to see how long it would take, since I have to make the walk tomorrow. I go to Brock first thing, then I have an hour til I have to be at the Library, which is the other end of campus. Then right after that I have to go BACK ro Brock for 12. Then at 1 I have to go BACK to Hackman Hall, which is right next to the Library! Whoo! No Freshman 15 for me! I'll be walking everything off!
I also ventured to the cafe for the first time, by myself. I happened to meet a friend from Camp on my way though, so I ate with him for lunch. For supper I ended up sitting with 2 new ppl I just met. We were all headed for the same table, so we just all sat there!
Bought my books today too. Fun stuff. HEAVY stuff. But I can do it. *oomph*
Let's see... what else...
OH YEAH! The ACT scores!!! I got them back today, just checked online a little while ago, and there they were! I needed a composite score of 18. I got.... drum roll please.
24!!!!!!
Yay me!! I called home (or had home call me) right away! Everyone there was cheering for me! Oh happy day!
Now I get to just putter around my room, being bored, trying to find something to do, maybe reading, maybe music, maybe munching, maybe even sleeping!! Jordan won't be getting here until late, so I probably won't get to see him until tomorrow. But! Our first class in the morning is together, so that's cool! We'll probably meet a little early too. I can't wait to see him!!!
Oh, I know what I need to do. I need to write out my thank-you notes. Can't keep putting that off!!
So thats what's been happening over the last few days. I'll post tomorrow (if I have time) and let you know how my first day of classes went.
Hugs and loves!
1/3/06
College Bound!
Happy New Year! I hope you had a wonderful New Years. Mine was great! Jordan took me to Boston where we hung out with his sister Ashley, and his friend Ben, and Ben's brother. We went to the harbor and watched the fireworks at midnight, shared glasses of bubbly, and I got a kiss at midnight!! Such a good night!
And now the time has come. I leave for college tomorrow! I'm mostly packed. I'll get the last few things together tomorrow. I'm so excited!! Tonight at supper was kinda rough though. It was our last supper together. Mom told Dad to say the blessing, cause she knew she couldnt... and then Dad started choking up while he was praying... I almost lost it too! Tomorrow is going to be hard... I bet my Mom is going to cry all day. My sisters arent much better either. Leah started crying at supper, and both of them are asking me to stay home, saying I dont need to go to college. Ahh! I'm sure I'm gonna cry tomorrow. Doh!
Well, I've got the munchies, so I think I'm gonna go search for something to eat. Love you all! I won't be posting again until I'm in Tennessee!! Bye!
12/27/05
Sisters
It's hard to be responsible, adult and sensible all the time. How good it is to have a sister whose heart is as young as your own. ~Pam Brown
How do people make it through life without a sister? ~Sara Corpening
A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost. ~Marion C. Garretty
12/26/05
Silly Stuff
Hey there folks! It's the day after Christmas. That was fast. Hmm.So, I'm headed out to school next week. Yeah, I keep bringing that up, I guess I'm just trying to get myself ready for it or something. Who knows.
OH! Just so everyone knows, I'll be getting a new cell number soon, cause my phone won't work in TN, the roaming charges will kill me. Once I get the new phone and number, I'll let you all know what it is. Not on here though. lol
So, yeah, just being kinda bored. I'm sure there's something I should be doing, but right now, I dont want to do it. I'd be happy to just go to bed.... mmmm, bed....... Don't know why I'm so sleepy. Oh well.
The pic I added here is of two of my favorite people. Jordan and Sammy last weekend. They adore each other, it is SO cute!!
Well, that's all. I'm gonna head out for now. Will post again later!
Hugs!
12/25/05
Merry Christmas!
Christmas has come, and not quite gone yet. I hope you all had a wonderful day filled with happiness and family and fun! If anyone would like to see how my holidays have been so far, there's some pics up! The link is : HERE!
Anyways, time for me to go. Much love to all!
Anyways, time for me to go. Much love to all!
12/24/05
Christmas!
Ok, yeah, it's been a while since I last wrote. Sorry! I spent a week at Jordan's. It wasn't supposed to be a week... was supposed to be home on Wednesday.... but it didnt work out that way for a few reasons. lol (wink to Jordan)
Life has been busy. I'm not even packed for school yet. I leave in a week and a half! I'm so excited! Sadly, Jordan won't be driving down with us, he'll be leaving later. But it's ok. Today was my last week in church. I will be in Maine next weekend. And then I go!
Next weekend is New Years AND 5 months! Yippie! I'm wicked excited about that too. Jordan is coming with me and my family to Maine to meet all my crazy relatives. From there we are heading to Boston for New Years. Yes, I'll be bringing my camera. Yes, there will be pictures. Yes, my Aunts will be fawning over Jordan... heehee
On a sad note, on the way home from church today, on the side of the road, was a heartbreaking sight. There, pushed over the white line by hundreds of passing cars, the poor thing sat. It had been in the prime of it's life! Seeing it brought tears to my eyes. Yes, on the side of the road, splattered and left to die, was a box of icecream. A moment of silence, please...
Ok, yeah, thats all! I've been gone all week, so now I'm gonna go spend the rest of Christmas Eve with my family. Much love to all, and Merry Christmas!!
*hugs*
12/16/05
oh the joys of boredom!
Hello my friends!! The holidays are upon us, and they are cold, wet, and white. Yup. SNOW! I'm not big on the cold. But I like having a white Christmas, so it's ok.
Today was my last day at work. I'm SO gonna miss those dogs!!! SO MUCH. Not even all of them were there this week. I only had to take care of 8 dogs. The rest went up north with my boss. The older dogs, and the obnoxious Downey, are all I had to take care of. I miss my Kipp, and my puppies, and my Hawkeye and Pilot, and my Rocky! And all the rest! (dont miss Seavey much though.) Yeah.... my puppies....
My last class was Thursday. I'd hardly call it a class though. We ate pizza and talked the whole time. But it was fun. Hard to believe I was in that class for 15 weeks! My last paper that I had to turn in, and got back last night, was a big hit. I did a research paper on the history of Crayola Crayons! Who knew that the creaters of crayons also were instrumental in the BLACK color of our tires? They were originally white! ha! There's a ton of other cool stuff about the makers of Crayola Crayons. Check it out sometime, or let me know, and I'll send you my paper. heehee (NOT a plug, honest!)
So yeah, it's pretty cold right now. We got some more snow today. It's not bad.
Oh! Major good news! My parents have to pay about $1200 towards school. But it's a monthly payment that they are used to making, so it's ok. Other then that, I only have to come up with $77.00!! Everything else is covered!! WAHOO!!!
Oh, and I'm back in the dorm again. If I stayed with our friends, the school wouldn't give me any more money, but if I stayed in the dorm, they would give me $3000. So yeah, that kinda made the decision for me. haha! I've got 2 and a half weeks left, and then we go! YAY!!! I'm so excited! But keep praying for me, please! I need it!
My Jordan is home! He drove all night Wednesday night, and got home around 6 Thursday morning. But he's home, he's safe, and he's coming to see me tomorrow!! Ahhh, I love him SO MUCH. He's incredibly wonderful. (DON'T SAY IT, JORDAN!)
Yep, that's the fun going on in my life lately. I'll try to post more often, but who knows how busy I'm going to be.
Love and hugs (and kisses to Jordan)!
12/9/05
Look out the window...again...
It's snow! Yes, it started this morning, and it snowed HEAVY. We've got close to a foot now, if not more. About 2 inches an hour!! Crazy stuff. I guess it's that time of year though... Hmm...
Hey! I have news about school! I just got $2000+ knocked off my bill for this semester! Family friends of my parents work at Southern, and not only are they doing whatever they can to find me scholarships and other monies, but they have also offered to have me live with them so I dont have to pay for the dorm!!! Yippie!!! God is good!!!
So yeah, all in all, I'm pretty happy right now. :)
And now the sun is coming out, and it looks so pretty outside! I think I must go take a picture!
hugs
Hey! I have news about school! I just got $2000+ knocked off my bill for this semester! Family friends of my parents work at Southern, and not only are they doing whatever they can to find me scholarships and other monies, but they have also offered to have me live with them so I dont have to pay for the dorm!!! Yippie!!! God is good!!!
So yeah, all in all, I'm pretty happy right now. :)
And now the sun is coming out, and it looks so pretty outside! I think I must go take a picture!
hugs
12/7/05
Look out the window...
See the glow? Right there, on the horizon. That's Concord, NH. We have officially been lit up for Christmas.
I drove home the back way tonight, to avoid shopping traffic, and there were so many lights on the side of the road, I could have turned my headlights off and still been able to see the road clearly!!
White lights are IN! Apparently. Which is OK, cause I love white lights. But they are EVERYWHERE! There are these funky white light coils out now. Ya stick the stick at one end in the ground, and stretch it out, and stick the stick at the other end in the ground, and it looks like friendly barbed wire!! Ha!
There are also twisty white "trees," and fake trees that are really just all lights, and fiber-optic trees, even!!! Lights are out!! Well, not really.
The funniest things I've been seeing are inflatable "things." A couple weeks ago, I saw an inflatable turkey. I've seen an inflatable football player. Now, I'm seeing inflatable christmas-y things! I saw two inflatable snowmen tonight. One was standing tall and proud, watching over the elves and gnomes accompanying him in the yard. The other was standing further back, humble, and actually bowed over. It looked like he was tipping his hat to me! I liked that one better.
And then I saw it. I dont know why it was there. I dont know where it came from. I saw... an inflatable spongebob squarepants, with a big black belt and a santa hat, climbing out of an inflatable chimney. Why? I don't know.
So yes, the glow on the horizon is Concord. White lights, colored lights, big lights, sheets of lights, snowmen, trees, santas, and candles in every window. Electric bills will be high by mid-January!
I'm trying to get into the spirit of things, trying to listen to Christmas music more, trying to think about shopping for family... But I've got so much other stuff on my mind at the same time, it's been really hard to think about the season. I'll probably be ready for Christmas by January... maybe February...
Pray for money for college! That's all that could stand in my way right now. We're working towards getting the money we need, but it's a long and stressful process. So please keep me in your prayers!
Hugs to everyone!
I drove home the back way tonight, to avoid shopping traffic, and there were so many lights on the side of the road, I could have turned my headlights off and still been able to see the road clearly!!
White lights are IN! Apparently. Which is OK, cause I love white lights. But they are EVERYWHERE! There are these funky white light coils out now. Ya stick the stick at one end in the ground, and stretch it out, and stick the stick at the other end in the ground, and it looks like friendly barbed wire!! Ha!
There are also twisty white "trees," and fake trees that are really just all lights, and fiber-optic trees, even!!! Lights are out!! Well, not really.
The funniest things I've been seeing are inflatable "things." A couple weeks ago, I saw an inflatable turkey. I've seen an inflatable football player. Now, I'm seeing inflatable christmas-y things! I saw two inflatable snowmen tonight. One was standing tall and proud, watching over the elves and gnomes accompanying him in the yard. The other was standing further back, humble, and actually bowed over. It looked like he was tipping his hat to me! I liked that one better.
And then I saw it. I dont know why it was there. I dont know where it came from. I saw... an inflatable spongebob squarepants, with a big black belt and a santa hat, climbing out of an inflatable chimney. Why? I don't know.
So yes, the glow on the horizon is Concord. White lights, colored lights, big lights, sheets of lights, snowmen, trees, santas, and candles in every window. Electric bills will be high by mid-January!
I'm trying to get into the spirit of things, trying to listen to Christmas music more, trying to think about shopping for family... But I've got so much other stuff on my mind at the same time, it's been really hard to think about the season. I'll probably be ready for Christmas by January... maybe February...
Pray for money for college! That's all that could stand in my way right now. We're working towards getting the money we need, but it's a long and stressful process. So please keep me in your prayers!
Hugs to everyone!
12/6/05
12/3/05
Extreme Boredom
Real Name: Ashley
Nicknames that have been made up for you or you've been called: Ashy, Fish, Red Hot, Babe
Gender: all girl
Birthplace: Concord, NH
Birthdate: 2-3-86
Currently live in: NH
Currently live with: Family
Have any brothers, sisters: brother, 3 sisters
Eye color: blue
Height: 5'6"
Contacts/glasses: glasses
Hobbies: reading, writing, talking/singing, that about sums it up.
Do you play any sports?: I can thumb wrestle...
Piercings: nope
Tattoos: nope
:School:
School name: soon to be Southern Adventist University, OH YEAH
Colors: dunno
Favorite Subject: english
Least favorite subject: math, but apparently I'm good at it.
Have you ever failed a class?: not yet, but give me time
If so what?: n/a
Favorite teacher?: haha me!
Least favorite teacher?: ditto!
If you could have any teacher fired who would it be?: n/a
If you were a teacher what subject would you teach?: PARENTING! lol nah, probably english of some sort
Are you going to college?: Oh yeah, and SOON!
If so, what one?: see above
Whats their mascot?: duuuuuno
What do you plan to major in?: photojournalism, or something close to it
What do you want your career to be?: freelance something
Favorites:
Color: green, blue, black
Type of music: christian, country
Group(s): casting crowns, rascal flatts, barlow girl, lonestar... could go on and on and on
CD: at the moment, Lifesong ~ Casting Crowns. but it changes weekly
Video: uhhh dunno.
Vacation Spot: any beach
Place to hang out: starbucks, downtown concord (main st.), and anywhere my friends are
Holiday: thanksgiving
Season: fall
Day of the week: NOT Monday
Sport: not big into sports
Sport to watch: ditto
Family member: I will not play favorites... but Sammy's pretty cute... most of the time.
Store: target!
Hair style (for guys): short, whatever looks good on the guy
Hair style (for girls): whatever
Website: MINE! ha
Country: Scotland, and I'll go there someday too.
Smell: fresh brewed coffee
Food: I dunno... something yummy
Kind of book: sweet romances probably.
Planet: Mars, the guys from there are pretty cute. ;-)
Sandwich: hot turkey with mayo on toast. great way to take care of T-day leftovers
Favorite joke: I tell jokes badly.
Poem: dunno
Color of clothing: black goes with everything.... or earth tones.
Word: inimitable
Animal: my huskies! (gonna miss them!)
Pet: used to be a cat... but I think I'm turning into a dog person.
Radio Station: WOKQ 97.5 COUNTRY BABY!
Television station: hallmark
Electrically powered device: my phone!
Quote: cant pick just one...
Quote about love: "I love you with all my heart and kidneys!"
Thing to do on a hot day: beach, just enjoying the warm
On a cold day: sleep in my warm bed, or find a fireplace, or cuddle with my hunny
On a rainy day: warm or cold rain?
Number: 2
Color of m&m: green
Type of tree: birch
Disney movie: beauty and the beast
Street name: umm... mutton rd?
Soda: dr. pepper or coke or sprite or fresca...
Magazine: dont read them often
Cologne: whatever it is that Jordan wears...how do you spell that one?
Perfume: mine. lol
Coin: quarters
Football team: uh... patriots? dont watch much football
Gum: trident cinnamon currently
Jolly Rancher: watermelon
Weather: sunny and warm or warm and kinda rainy
Vegetable: tomato?
Shape: a circle.. like a ring.... ;-)
Actor: Johnny Depp
Actress: Anne Hathaway probably
Computer game: solitaire
Ice-cream flavor: that vienna mocha chunk we had recently was pretty good
Board game: monopoly or clue
Cereal: yummy Fruit Harvest
Island: umm... dunno
Athlete: hmm
Language: english, but I love listening to french
:Relationships:
Are you going out with anyone?: yes I am!
If so who?: Jordan Wagner
How long: just over 4 months
Do you have a crush: you could say that
If so, who: my hunny
How long have you liked them: long enough. ;-)
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend: Mike
Who was your first kiss: Mike
Have you ever been dumped: no
Have you ever dumped: yes, twice
Do you want to get married: yes, definatly
If so, what age: let's see.. *counts* 21 isnt too bad
If everyone was single and everyone eligible who would you go out with?: Jordan, no one else could measure up.
+light or shadow? light
+christmas eve or new years eve? hmmm new years
+mosh pit or orchestra pit? orchestra
+ideas or emotion? emotion
+ferris wheel or haunted house? ferris wheel
+belly dancing or kick boxing? kickboxing
+pierced nose or pierced tongue? no thanks
+camp counselors or lifeguard? lifeguard ;-)
+glasses or contacts? glasses
+tortoise or hare? tortoises are COOL
+palm trees or evergreens? palm trees
+asparagus or broccoli? asparagus
+moonlight or sunlight? yes
+destiny or chance? destiny
+smile or eyes? smiling eyes
+popularity or kindness? kindness
+passion or compassion? compassion
+party animal or teddy bear? even mix
+horse and carriage or private jet? horse and carraige
+friday or saturday night? saturday night
+musician or rocket scientist? musician
+dancing in the street or singing in the rain? dancing in the rain. lol
+acoustic or electronic? acoustic
+barney or big bird? big bird
+blonde or brunette? brunette
+your best friend's current girlfriend/boyfriend or last one? well, at the moment, Jordan's my best friend, so I think I'll say current.
+poems or paintings? poems
+old movies or music videos? old movies
+freedom or money? freedom
+smell or taste? taste
+flubber or fluff? fluff
+instant messenger or telephone? both
+superheroes or supervillans? heros!
+your temper or a supernova? arent they the same? lol
+feet on the ground or head in the clouds? well grounded, but within reach of the clouds
+boxing or ballet? ballet
+snakes or snails? snails
+your crush or brad pitt? my crush
+stripes or polka dots? stripes
+funk or folk? folk
+guinea pigs or ferrets? hampsters!
+dictionary or encyclopedia? dictionary
+curly or staight? yes
+elbows or knees? knees, cause I can sit on 'em.
+shy or assertive? assertive
+tropical island or big city? island paradise!
+multiplication or division? multiplication
+basketball or bowling? bowling
+numbers or letters? letters
+laughter or tears? laughter
+sugar or spice? both please
+innie or outtie? uhh, either?
+fred flintstone or barney rubble? Barney Rubble, he didnt yell as much
+a single rose or a dozen? either or
+geek or freak? geek
+chat room or face to face? face to face
+girls or boys? I'd have to say boys.
+fish or fowl? to eat? fish, cause I dont get it often
+class clown or class flirt? I'd probably be the flirt
+rugrats or little rascals? little rascals!
+surfers or psychics? surfers
+denim or silk? I live in denim
+desert island or penthouse apartment? does the penthouse have a hottub?
+wild or wise? both
+candlelight dinner or afternoon picnic? both
+convertible or motorcycle? motorcycle
+bacon bits or croutons? croutons (just dont stab them)
+peacock or parrot? peacock
+first kiss or the flirting that leads up 2 it? oh, both, definatly. heehee
+campfire or fireplace? campfire
+lemony fresh or chocolaty delicious? chocolatey delicious
Nicknames that have been made up for you or you've been called: Ashy, Fish, Red Hot, Babe
Gender: all girl
Birthplace: Concord, NH
Birthdate: 2-3-86
Currently live in: NH
Currently live with: Family
Have any brothers, sisters: brother, 3 sisters
Eye color: blue
Height: 5'6"
Contacts/glasses: glasses
Hobbies: reading, writing, talking/singing, that about sums it up.
Do you play any sports?: I can thumb wrestle...
Piercings: nope
Tattoos: nope
:School:
School name: soon to be Southern Adventist University, OH YEAH
Colors: dunno
Favorite Subject: english
Least favorite subject: math, but apparently I'm good at it.
Have you ever failed a class?: not yet, but give me time
If so what?: n/a
Favorite teacher?: haha me!
Least favorite teacher?: ditto!
If you could have any teacher fired who would it be?: n/a
If you were a teacher what subject would you teach?: PARENTING! lol nah, probably english of some sort
Are you going to college?: Oh yeah, and SOON!
If so, what one?: see above
Whats their mascot?: duuuuuno
What do you plan to major in?: photojournalism, or something close to it
What do you want your career to be?: freelance something
Favorites:
Color: green, blue, black
Type of music: christian, country
Group(s): casting crowns, rascal flatts, barlow girl, lonestar... could go on and on and on
CD: at the moment, Lifesong ~ Casting Crowns. but it changes weekly
Video: uhhh dunno.
Vacation Spot: any beach
Place to hang out: starbucks, downtown concord (main st.), and anywhere my friends are
Holiday: thanksgiving
Season: fall
Day of the week: NOT Monday
Sport: not big into sports
Sport to watch: ditto
Family member: I will not play favorites... but Sammy's pretty cute... most of the time.
Store: target!
Hair style (for guys): short, whatever looks good on the guy
Hair style (for girls): whatever
Website: MINE! ha
Country: Scotland, and I'll go there someday too.
Smell: fresh brewed coffee
Food: I dunno... something yummy
Kind of book: sweet romances probably.
Planet: Mars, the guys from there are pretty cute. ;-)
Sandwich: hot turkey with mayo on toast. great way to take care of T-day leftovers
Favorite joke: I tell jokes badly.
Poem: dunno
Color of clothing: black goes with everything.... or earth tones.
Word: inimitable
Animal: my huskies! (gonna miss them!)
Pet: used to be a cat... but I think I'm turning into a dog person.
Radio Station: WOKQ 97.5 COUNTRY BABY!
Television station: hallmark
Electrically powered device: my phone!
Quote: cant pick just one...
Quote about love: "I love you with all my heart and kidneys!"
Thing to do on a hot day: beach, just enjoying the warm
On a cold day: sleep in my warm bed, or find a fireplace, or cuddle with my hunny
On a rainy day: warm or cold rain?
Number: 2
Color of m&m: green
Type of tree: birch
Disney movie: beauty and the beast
Street name: umm... mutton rd?
Soda: dr. pepper or coke or sprite or fresca...
Magazine: dont read them often
Cologne: whatever it is that Jordan wears...how do you spell that one?
Perfume: mine. lol
Coin: quarters
Football team: uh... patriots? dont watch much football
Gum: trident cinnamon currently
Jolly Rancher: watermelon
Weather: sunny and warm or warm and kinda rainy
Vegetable: tomato?
Shape: a circle.. like a ring.... ;-)
Actor: Johnny Depp
Actress: Anne Hathaway probably
Computer game: solitaire
Ice-cream flavor: that vienna mocha chunk we had recently was pretty good
Board game: monopoly or clue
Cereal: yummy Fruit Harvest
Island: umm... dunno
Athlete: hmm
Language: english, but I love listening to french
:Relationships:
Are you going out with anyone?: yes I am!
If so who?: Jordan Wagner
How long: just over 4 months
Do you have a crush: you could say that
If so, who: my hunny
How long have you liked them: long enough. ;-)
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend: Mike
Who was your first kiss: Mike
Have you ever been dumped: no
Have you ever dumped: yes, twice
Do you want to get married: yes, definatly
If so, what age: let's see.. *counts* 21 isnt too bad
If everyone was single and everyone eligible who would you go out with?: Jordan, no one else could measure up.
+light or shadow? light
+christmas eve or new years eve? hmmm new years
+mosh pit or orchestra pit? orchestra
+ideas or emotion? emotion
+ferris wheel or haunted house? ferris wheel
+belly dancing or kick boxing? kickboxing
+pierced nose or pierced tongue? no thanks
+camp counselors or lifeguard? lifeguard ;-)
+glasses or contacts? glasses
+tortoise or hare? tortoises are COOL
+palm trees or evergreens? palm trees
+asparagus or broccoli? asparagus
+moonlight or sunlight? yes
+destiny or chance? destiny
+smile or eyes? smiling eyes
+popularity or kindness? kindness
+passion or compassion? compassion
+party animal or teddy bear? even mix
+horse and carriage or private jet? horse and carraige
+friday or saturday night? saturday night
+musician or rocket scientist? musician
+dancing in the street or singing in the rain? dancing in the rain. lol
+acoustic or electronic? acoustic
+barney or big bird? big bird
+blonde or brunette? brunette
+your best friend's current girlfriend/boyfriend or last one? well, at the moment, Jordan's my best friend, so I think I'll say current.
+poems or paintings? poems
+old movies or music videos? old movies
+freedom or money? freedom
+smell or taste? taste
+flubber or fluff? fluff
+instant messenger or telephone? both
+superheroes or supervillans? heros!
+your temper or a supernova? arent they the same? lol
+feet on the ground or head in the clouds? well grounded, but within reach of the clouds
+boxing or ballet? ballet
+snakes or snails? snails
+your crush or brad pitt? my crush
+stripes or polka dots? stripes
+funk or folk? folk
+guinea pigs or ferrets? hampsters!
+dictionary or encyclopedia? dictionary
+curly or staight? yes
+elbows or knees? knees, cause I can sit on 'em.
+shy or assertive? assertive
+tropical island or big city? island paradise!
+multiplication or division? multiplication
+basketball or bowling? bowling
+numbers or letters? letters
+laughter or tears? laughter
+sugar or spice? both please
+innie or outtie? uhh, either?
+fred flintstone or barney rubble? Barney Rubble, he didnt yell as much
+a single rose or a dozen? either or
+geek or freak? geek
+chat room or face to face? face to face
+girls or boys? I'd have to say boys.
+fish or fowl? to eat? fish, cause I dont get it often
+class clown or class flirt? I'd probably be the flirt
+rugrats or little rascals? little rascals!
+surfers or psychics? surfers
+denim or silk? I live in denim
+desert island or penthouse apartment? does the penthouse have a hottub?
+wild or wise? both
+candlelight dinner or afternoon picnic? both
+convertible or motorcycle? motorcycle
+bacon bits or croutons? croutons (just dont stab them)
+peacock or parrot? peacock
+first kiss or the flirting that leads up 2 it? oh, both, definatly. heehee
+campfire or fireplace? campfire
+lemony fresh or chocolaty delicious? chocolatey delicious
Tis the Season...
...For thinking about all our blessings. I got the following post through my email a few days ago. Check it out, and think about it. :-)
I am Thankful...
FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.
FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.
FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.
FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE
FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.
FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..
FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.
FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.
FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.
FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.
FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.
FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.
I am Thankful...
FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.
FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.
FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.
FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE
FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.
FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..
FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.
FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.
FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.
FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.
FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.
FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.
11/30/05
For Jordan, with love!
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
You're the only one I care enough to hurt about
Maybe I'm-a crazy
But I just can't live without...
Your lovin' and affection
Givin' me direction
Like a guiding light to help me through a darkest hour
Lately I'm a-prayin'
That you'll always be a-stayin' beside me
Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Feeling all the while and never really knowing why...
Lately I'm a-prayin'
That you'll always be a-stayin' beside me.
Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Then you came along and made me laugh
And made me cry...
You taught me why...
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
Oh, it took so long to find you, baby
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
~Bread
Grey Skies Shining
Today has been really grey and cloudy and gloomy. It's so hard to be cheerful on days like this, especially when life gets you down all on it's own. Then, when you're already down, it has to be gloomy weather on top of it. Nice, huh? It was rather interesting when I was at work this morning though. It had gotten really grey and dark, it looked like it does in the summer, right before a 5pm thunderstorm. You know how that is.
So, I was out in the excersize yard (I can never spell that word) scooping poop, which is what I do, and it got all dark and crazy. And then, it started getting lighter and lighter, and as it got lighter, it started to rain. The lighter it got, the heavier it rained. Now, I have to tell you something about the yard. The dogs like to dig. And they dig a lot. And they dig deep. So, there is one area where they have dug about 5 holes all near each other. Right now, it's just a big muddy mess that usually gets spread on me when the dogs jump on me, but it's also filled with water. Well, when it started raining like that, where the raindrops hit the water in the holes, it sounded EXACTLY like one of those indian rain sticks. I couldnt believe it!! It sounded so pretty!
Then it got dark again. The stresses in my life right now did contribute to the gloom, but we wont go there right now.
This evening, I had to make a run into town to take some stuff to the dump, and make a deposit at the bank. Pretty normal stuff. It was grey on the way to the dump, icky. But, on the road from the dump to the bank, when I crested this one hill, there in front of me was the most gorgeous sunset I've seen in a while... probably because it had been so gloomy, and I didnt think there would even BE a sunset tonight.
The sky infront of me was amazing. It went from the grey gloom to a little bit lighter. The clouds didnt look so thick. And then it got a little lighter, and a little brighter.
And then, to my awe and amazement, the sky turned orange. It was SO orange, and bright, and glowing. And right in the middle of this glowing sky, was the sun. It wasn't just any sun, it was a bright, glowing, golden sun. After so long (it seems) of no sun, this was such a beautiful sight. I wanted to pull over and just watch it. By the time I saw it, the sun was at that point where it would disappear into the horizon in minutes. But I had a time limit, and I couldnt just watch. But it was such a rich, bright color, it just made you feel warm inside.
I made my turn, reluctantly, and continued on my way. By the time I made it to the bank, which was just about 2 minutes away, it was gone. Everything was kinda gloomy again, except for the horizon which still had the blue-silver color to it.
I did my thing at the bank, and headed home. By now, the colors had all disappeared, but left behind in the air was a soft rosey color. Everything had a pink hue to it, but the sky was in no way pink. It was amazing.
Now it's just dark outside. No stars, too many clouds. But maybe tomorrow will be bright. One can only hope...
So, I was out in the excersize yard (I can never spell that word) scooping poop, which is what I do, and it got all dark and crazy. And then, it started getting lighter and lighter, and as it got lighter, it started to rain. The lighter it got, the heavier it rained. Now, I have to tell you something about the yard. The dogs like to dig. And they dig a lot. And they dig deep. So, there is one area where they have dug about 5 holes all near each other. Right now, it's just a big muddy mess that usually gets spread on me when the dogs jump on me, but it's also filled with water. Well, when it started raining like that, where the raindrops hit the water in the holes, it sounded EXACTLY like one of those indian rain sticks. I couldnt believe it!! It sounded so pretty!
Then it got dark again. The stresses in my life right now did contribute to the gloom, but we wont go there right now.
This evening, I had to make a run into town to take some stuff to the dump, and make a deposit at the bank. Pretty normal stuff. It was grey on the way to the dump, icky. But, on the road from the dump to the bank, when I crested this one hill, there in front of me was the most gorgeous sunset I've seen in a while... probably because it had been so gloomy, and I didnt think there would even BE a sunset tonight.
The sky infront of me was amazing. It went from the grey gloom to a little bit lighter. The clouds didnt look so thick. And then it got a little lighter, and a little brighter.
And then, to my awe and amazement, the sky turned orange. It was SO orange, and bright, and glowing. And right in the middle of this glowing sky, was the sun. It wasn't just any sun, it was a bright, glowing, golden sun. After so long (it seems) of no sun, this was such a beautiful sight. I wanted to pull over and just watch it. By the time I saw it, the sun was at that point where it would disappear into the horizon in minutes. But I had a time limit, and I couldnt just watch. But it was such a rich, bright color, it just made you feel warm inside.
I made my turn, reluctantly, and continued on my way. By the time I made it to the bank, which was just about 2 minutes away, it was gone. Everything was kinda gloomy again, except for the horizon which still had the blue-silver color to it.
I did my thing at the bank, and headed home. By now, the colors had all disappeared, but left behind in the air was a soft rosey color. Everything had a pink hue to it, but the sky was in no way pink. It was amazing.
Now it's just dark outside. No stars, too many clouds. But maybe tomorrow will be bright. One can only hope...
Shhh, I'm sleeping...
yes I am! I really, really am!
Hmmm...
Yeah, so, I am just feeling so overwhelmed with this one thought of mine. (thats a confuzzling sentence) I keep thinking this thought, and it wont go away. Every time I manage to think about something else, I see something or hear something that reminds me of my thought, and then I'm thinking about it all over again! When I should be sleeping (like now) I think this thought. When I should be doing homework, I think this thought. When I'm in class, I think this thought. The first thing I think about when I wake up is this thought. I just can't get away, it's always there.
I guess the only way to get to sleep right now is to get this thought out in the open. Think you can handle it? I hope so... cause I need to share. Are you ready? Here goes....
I AM IN LOVE WITH JORDAN WAGNER!!!!!
Ahh, I feel so much better now! Time for sleep.
Goodnight! :-)
Hmmm...
Yeah, so, I am just feeling so overwhelmed with this one thought of mine. (thats a confuzzling sentence) I keep thinking this thought, and it wont go away. Every time I manage to think about something else, I see something or hear something that reminds me of my thought, and then I'm thinking about it all over again! When I should be sleeping (like now) I think this thought. When I should be doing homework, I think this thought. When I'm in class, I think this thought. The first thing I think about when I wake up is this thought. I just can't get away, it's always there.
I guess the only way to get to sleep right now is to get this thought out in the open. Think you can handle it? I hope so... cause I need to share. Are you ready? Here goes....
I AM IN LOVE WITH JORDAN WAGNER!!!!!
Ahh, I feel so much better now! Time for sleep.
Goodnight! :-)
11/28/05
Roasty Toasty Ashy
I like woodstoves.
They are warm.
I like being warm.
And they smell good.
Woodstoves are my friend.
Do you like woodstoves?
They are warm.
I like being warm.
And they smell good.
Woodstoves are my friend.
Do you like woodstoves?
11/21/05
Dont Cry Over Spilt Fresca
Hello World!!!
I just dribbled fresca on myself. Go me!
I just had a wonderful weekend! My Jordan came up to pick up his car, and I went down to spend the weekend at his house with him and his parents. Last I knew, he'd have to leave Saturday night to drive back to Southern. When I saw him Friday night, he told me he was able to stay until Sunday! Yay!!! It was so good to see him!! Only about 3 more weeks until he's home for Christmas break. Yes, life is good.
Today my mission was getting in touch with Southern. I did get a hold of the Dept. head of Journalism. Yippie! He and I have been emailing back and forth all afternoon. Now I'm just waiting to hear from admissions and the FinAid depts. I may call them tomorrow. I need to call about the ACT too... And pull together a $250 commitment payment. Ahh, so much to do!
I can't wait to get down there. Hopefully my car will be working again by then... We can hope... otherwise I have no clue HOW I'm going to get down there, how I'm going to get my stuff down there!
Well, I suppose thats all for an update right now. I'll write again soon!
hugs!
I just dribbled fresca on myself. Go me!
I just had a wonderful weekend! My Jordan came up to pick up his car, and I went down to spend the weekend at his house with him and his parents. Last I knew, he'd have to leave Saturday night to drive back to Southern. When I saw him Friday night, he told me he was able to stay until Sunday! Yay!!! It was so good to see him!! Only about 3 more weeks until he's home for Christmas break. Yes, life is good.
Today my mission was getting in touch with Southern. I did get a hold of the Dept. head of Journalism. Yippie! He and I have been emailing back and forth all afternoon. Now I'm just waiting to hear from admissions and the FinAid depts. I may call them tomorrow. I need to call about the ACT too... And pull together a $250 commitment payment. Ahh, so much to do!
I can't wait to get down there. Hopefully my car will be working again by then... We can hope... otherwise I have no clue HOW I'm going to get down there, how I'm going to get my stuff down there!
Well, I suppose thats all for an update right now. I'll write again soon!
hugs!
11/16/05
Out Of Time
Out of time. What does that make you think of? Deadlines? Too late?
How about I give you a new way to think of being "out of time."
Read the words to this song:
So, you're hungry for a taste of the other side
Where the grass is thick and green
But your feet are on familiar ground
Frozen and afraid of what you might lack
Oh, if that's all that's holding you back
Come on, step out of time
Fall out of line
Leave a mark they cannot erase
Find your heart and lose your mind
Watch the journey unwind
And let it be a new day
Out of time
How's your story gonna read
When they call your name
And it's all there in black and white?
Will you follow? Or will you lead?
Will you quietly disappear?
Or is the whole world gonna know
That you were here?
It's time to be free
It's time just to live what you believe
What you gonna do with the life you're living?
What you gonna do with the time you're given?
When you're free, you have been forgiven
Now come on and step out of time
So, what do you think of that? Take a step out of time.
Hmmm...
Just wanted to share that!
How about I give you a new way to think of being "out of time."
Read the words to this song:
So, you're hungry for a taste of the other side
Where the grass is thick and green
But your feet are on familiar ground
Frozen and afraid of what you might lack
Oh, if that's all that's holding you back
Come on, step out of time
Fall out of line
Leave a mark they cannot erase
Find your heart and lose your mind
Watch the journey unwind
And let it be a new day
Out of time
How's your story gonna read
When they call your name
And it's all there in black and white?
Will you follow? Or will you lead?
Will you quietly disappear?
Or is the whole world gonna know
That you were here?
It's time to be free
It's time just to live what you believe
What you gonna do with the life you're living?
What you gonna do with the time you're given?
When you're free, you have been forgiven
Now come on and step out of time
So, what do you think of that? Take a step out of time.
Hmmm...
Just wanted to share that!
11/14/05
Southern, Here I Come!!
I got accepted!!!!! I got an email from them this morning (in responce to the one I sent them last night) and I'm in!!!
I still have to take the ACT, but I can do that when I get down there.
I'm really going!!!! And I'm going soon!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!! So excited!!!
I can't wait! And I did it *almost* all by myself! heehee, I'm a big girl now!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I still have to take the ACT, but I can do that when I get down there.
I'm really going!!!! And I'm going soon!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!! So excited!!!
I can't wait! And I did it *almost* all by myself! heehee, I'm a big girl now!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11/13/05
Yeah, yeah, it's been a while...
Ok, due to a few demands (Jen and Jordan) I'm posting once again!
I know, it's been a couple weeks since I posted last, but I've been kinda busy...
Work has been work. Getting kinda tough now that it's getting colder. I really dont do cold well. (Tennessee, here I come, just a few degrees warmer and I'll be happy) Last week I worked over time. My boss was on vacation, so I had to feed the puppies in the evening too. On top of that, I've been sick. Icky. Still sick. My head is so full of... well, you dont want to know about that.
As for the good (HA) news... we're down to just Aaron's truck and Mom's van. My car is broked! My car is not happy right now. It had a run in with a pile if gravel and dirt. Yeah. My radiator got pushed back into the engine, my hood was jammed shut from the inside, fans and belts and headlights.... if you just look at the outside, it doesnt look too bad. But if you look closely, it looks painful. My poor car!!! Very sad... (and NOT my fault, just so you know)
I made a ducktape purse for someone last week! One of the girls from my class saw mine and loved it. She bought me the duck tape for it, plus extra, and I made it over the weekend. Yay for me! My first order! :-)
And some more good news! I get to see Jordan this weekend! Yay! He's flying up to pick up his car. heehee Happy me, I get to see my hunny!
Ok, that's all now. I've updated, I've posted, my fans should be happy now. *wink*
Love and hugs!
I know, it's been a couple weeks since I posted last, but I've been kinda busy...
Work has been work. Getting kinda tough now that it's getting colder. I really dont do cold well. (Tennessee, here I come, just a few degrees warmer and I'll be happy) Last week I worked over time. My boss was on vacation, so I had to feed the puppies in the evening too. On top of that, I've been sick. Icky. Still sick. My head is so full of... well, you dont want to know about that.
As for the good (HA) news... we're down to just Aaron's truck and Mom's van. My car is broked! My car is not happy right now. It had a run in with a pile if gravel and dirt. Yeah. My radiator got pushed back into the engine, my hood was jammed shut from the inside, fans and belts and headlights.... if you just look at the outside, it doesnt look too bad. But if you look closely, it looks painful. My poor car!!! Very sad... (and NOT my fault, just so you know)
I made a ducktape purse for someone last week! One of the girls from my class saw mine and loved it. She bought me the duck tape for it, plus extra, and I made it over the weekend. Yay for me! My first order! :-)
And some more good news! I get to see Jordan this weekend! Yay! He's flying up to pick up his car. heehee Happy me, I get to see my hunny!
Ok, that's all now. I've updated, I've posted, my fans should be happy now. *wink*
Love and hugs!
11/2/05
FISH!!!
The snack that smiles back, Goldfish!
Ok, now, with that out of my system....
So, life is good, dontcha think?? Especially the cinnamon Life....
Alrighty, my life is finally looking like it's starting to go somewhere! Somewhere outside of NH! Yahoo!
I got my FAFSA filed yesterday, only have one more thing I need to do for that before I find out how much funding I can get. I talked to Southern yesterday about some things I was wondering about. As soon as I get my transcripts, I'm gonna mail them and my GED scored down to the school, and then we'll find out if I'm accepted!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!!! I want to get down there in January!!
Ok, thats all!
hugs!
Ok, now, with that out of my system....
So, life is good, dontcha think?? Especially the cinnamon Life....
Alrighty, my life is finally looking like it's starting to go somewhere! Somewhere outside of NH! Yahoo!
I got my FAFSA filed yesterday, only have one more thing I need to do for that before I find out how much funding I can get. I talked to Southern yesterday about some things I was wondering about. As soon as I get my transcripts, I'm gonna mail them and my GED scored down to the school, and then we'll find out if I'm accepted!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!!! I want to get down there in January!!
Ok, thats all!
hugs!
11/1/05
It's a Coffee Sort of Day.
Yep, yep, yep. Coffeeeeeee.
So, how's the world doing today? Doog? Doog.
I probably should have titled this post "procrastination" since that's all this is. I have homework to do, people to call, but I just feel like writing a little bit.
So, I called Southern yesterday about the ACT. Good news! They are offereing th test several times between December and January! I should have no problems getting into one of them.... provided I get accepted.
That's one of the calls I have to make today! Call Admissions and ask them a few questions.
Hey, I just went outside, it's almost 70!!!!! well, ok, 65. But still!! After freezing my butt off over the last few weeks, this is nice!!! I hope it lasts through the end of the week, I'd love to work in warm weather again! Been sooooo coooold....
Well, I'm off to find some food, scrounge I think it's called... Then it's to the homework!! dun dun dun....
Much love to all!
So, how's the world doing today? Doog? Doog.
I probably should have titled this post "procrastination" since that's all this is. I have homework to do, people to call, but I just feel like writing a little bit.
So, I called Southern yesterday about the ACT. Good news! They are offereing th test several times between December and January! I should have no problems getting into one of them.... provided I get accepted.
That's one of the calls I have to make today! Call Admissions and ask them a few questions.
Hey, I just went outside, it's almost 70!!!!! well, ok, 65. But still!! After freezing my butt off over the last few weeks, this is nice!!! I hope it lasts through the end of the week, I'd love to work in warm weather again! Been sooooo coooold....
Well, I'm off to find some food, scrounge I think it's called... Then it's to the homework!! dun dun dun....
Much love to all!
10/29/05
I'm at it again....
Yes, I've been busy again. Ducktape is fun! This here is my new ipod case!! Did you know they made CAMO DUCK TAPE????? How cool is that?!I also made my black purse tonight. It looks awesome!
I need to find a place that has more colors... maybe Michael's... will check there this week probably.
Thats all for now!
Tootles!
10/27/05
"Passion" ~ Kutless
Here's a song for you. Think about it.
---------------------------------------------------
Within my mind's eye
Flickering from the past
Come images that terrify and calm
A paradox in me
Nail pierced hands they run with blood
A splitting brow forced by the thorns
His face is writhing with the pain yet it's comforting to me
He chose to give it all
Jesus endured the pain
Paying a debt I owed and created a paradox in me
Nail pierced hands they run with blood
A splitting brow forced by the thorns
His face is writhing with the pain yet it's comforting to me
And in my heart I know that you're the only one
Who could have come and died, a sacrifice
As your God's only son
Nail pierced hands they run with blood
A splitting brow forced by the thorns
His face is writhing with the pain yet it's comforting to me
10/26/05
Dude!
Hey now, this is cool.
I was just flipping pages in my Bible, something I do every now and then when I dont know where to read, and I spotted something I'd highlighted a long time ago.
1 Timothy 1:7
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
The Message says "bold and loving and sensible."
Three things. Power, that's easy, everyone loves a power trip. A lot of people try to make an impact with the power they hold, their position in the church, their presumed authority. These aren't bad, but when used all by themselves, they dont really make a difference except to make people feel not good enough and smothered.
Love. That one can be easy too. Love everyone, welcome everyone, accept everyone. That's great, but what happens when someone needs correction? Do we just keep accepting everything, hoping we can love them into changing?
Self-discipline. Ooh, the clincher. No one likes discipline. That's a baaaad word.
Or is it?
When we combine all three of these, we get a pretty good balance, dontcha think? God tells us to use the power He gives us, the love He gives us, but to be "sensible" with it!! Ah! Its all so clear now!
Just a thought!! Comments welcome. :-)
I was just flipping pages in my Bible, something I do every now and then when I dont know where to read, and I spotted something I'd highlighted a long time ago.
1 Timothy 1:7
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
The Message says "bold and loving and sensible."
Three things. Power, that's easy, everyone loves a power trip. A lot of people try to make an impact with the power they hold, their position in the church, their presumed authority. These aren't bad, but when used all by themselves, they dont really make a difference except to make people feel not good enough and smothered.
Love. That one can be easy too. Love everyone, welcome everyone, accept everyone. That's great, but what happens when someone needs correction? Do we just keep accepting everything, hoping we can love them into changing?
Self-discipline. Ooh, the clincher. No one likes discipline. That's a baaaad word.
Or is it?
When we combine all three of these, we get a pretty good balance, dontcha think? God tells us to use the power He gives us, the love He gives us, but to be "sensible" with it!! Ah! Its all so clear now!
Just a thought!! Comments welcome. :-)
What Boredom Brings...
My latest project!! Isn't it cool??? Jordan inspired me, along with Amber. Amber made a purse once, but I didnt really think about it... then Jordan made me a wallet, and I thought, 'hey, wait a second...' So here we go! Took me not even an hour to make, longer to write the quotes on it, cause I had to find them. lolBy they way, that is ducktape, decorated with Sharpies. Fun stuff!!
Now both my sisters want one... Time to hit up Wal*Mart for more ducktape! I'm thinking orange... maybe red...maybe a combo! Hmmm Maybe I'll make myself a little black purse.. you know, for dressing up. heehee
Well, I think I have to make a dump run for Mom, then it's off to Laconia for a meeting.
But first.
CHOCOLATE!
10/24/05
Life is Good!
Ok, I want to post, but first things first. Cookies.
back in a sec....
*elevator music plays* (have you noticed that not many elevators even PLAY music???)
Ok. Back.
My Jordan was here last week!!!! Yay!!! We picked him up from the airport on Wednesday, it was all I could do to not run past the "Do Not Enter" sign when I saw him. It felt so good to hug him again... We spent the rest of the week just spending time together. I loved every second of it. He left at 4:30 Sunday morning, so he could catch his 6:30 flight back to TN. It has never been so hard to say goodbye to someone. But! He's coming home again in 49 days!
I love you babe.
So yeah... at the moment, I dont really have much else to talk about. I'm still flying high from seeing Jordan. Cloud 9, I think they call it. ;-) I'll write more later.
back in a sec....
*elevator music plays* (have you noticed that not many elevators even PLAY music???)
Ok. Back.
My Jordan was here last week!!!! Yay!!! We picked him up from the airport on Wednesday, it was all I could do to not run past the "Do Not Enter" sign when I saw him. It felt so good to hug him again... We spent the rest of the week just spending time together. I loved every second of it. He left at 4:30 Sunday morning, so he could catch his 6:30 flight back to TN. It has never been so hard to say goodbye to someone. But! He's coming home again in 49 days!
I love you babe.
So yeah... at the moment, I dont really have much else to talk about. I'm still flying high from seeing Jordan. Cloud 9, I think they call it. ;-) I'll write more later.
10/18/05
Almost!
Almost!! Jordan comes TOMORROW!!! I am SO excited! Approx. 22.5 hours... not that I'm counting or anything...
How am I supposed to concentrate in class tonight?
How am I supposed to work in the morning?!?
Jordan's coming!!!
YAY!!!
How am I supposed to concentrate in class tonight?
How am I supposed to work in the morning?!?
Jordan's coming!!!
YAY!!!
10/17/05
One more post...I think...
I am SOOOOO happy!!!
My Jordan is coming to see me on Wednesday!!! I'm so excited! Mom and I go to pick him up at the airport Wednesday afternoon. I can't wait to see him!!! It has been two loooooooong months since I've seen him. And now I get to see him! Yay!!!!!!!!
Ok, I just had to share that. heehee
G'night!
My Jordan is coming to see me on Wednesday!!! I'm so excited! Mom and I go to pick him up at the airport Wednesday afternoon. I can't wait to see him!!! It has been two loooooooong months since I've seen him. And now I get to see him! Yay!!!!!!!!
Ok, I just had to share that. heehee
G'night!
Did I see what I think I saw????
I'm not sure... I had to rub my eyes a little... but there was something outside today... It was very strange. I hadn't seen anything like it in soooo long, I'd forgotten what it looked like!! I had to squint to look at it. Not sure if you guys saw it too or not... I think it even made the news!! Dad said he saw it today too... but only in some places. The wind blew it away sometimes... but it kept coming back. What was it?????
SUNSHINE!!!
SUNSHINE!!!
Lookie Lookie!!
Thankees Jenny!! She sent me this pic tonight. Aint it cute?? This is what we did for Saturday Night Live at camp. Crazy stuff. At least there was no eyeliner involved this time.... *wink*
10/12/05
Roses are red....
...And pink, and yellow....
Yep, that there is a picture of the roses my sweetie sent me. Aren't they beautiful???
Just wanted to share.
g'night!
10/9/05
Happy Birthday!!!
Fun fact for today:
October 8 is Inimitable Introspection's birthday!!!
Yes, one year ago yesterday, the adventure started, the quest into the inner workings of Ashley's mind. And we still haven't gotten there yet.
Forward on!
*grin*
October 8 is Inimitable Introspection's birthday!!!
Yes, one year ago yesterday, the adventure started, the quest into the inner workings of Ashley's mind. And we still haven't gotten there yet.
Forward on!
*grin*
Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch
Rain is just misting now. I checked out about half of the road. Hurray for Webster Road Services! The chasm at the end of our driveway has been filled with sand and neatly packed! I made it about half the way down the road before I decided I didnt need to go any further. I could hear the trucks working down at the other end, didnt see a lot of damage. The little back road is safe once again form the terrible invading waters! Yippie!
It's Raining, It's Pouring....
Well, it certainly did rain last night... and allllllll day yesterday. There are now many reports of flooding in NH. The news has been reporting on it all morning. Roads are closed, some roads have had to evacuate, two propane tanks were washed away and are leaking, so a big area is closed. I've seen pictures of cars parked in driveways with water flowing over the hood.
I haven't yet walked out to check out our driveway and our road. I'm sure there's a LOT washed away. The last time we had major rain, which was a couple days earlier in the summer, the road was seriously washed away. They dug some major ditches along most of the road, to try to direct the water, but our driveway wasn't fixed. We'll probably need a bridge over the moat out there now.
We actually have a puddle out in our yard thats pretty big.
Well, I think I'm gonna go get dressed and go check stuff out. I'll take pictures and if there is anything worth showing, I'll post it.
I haven't yet walked out to check out our driveway and our road. I'm sure there's a LOT washed away. The last time we had major rain, which was a couple days earlier in the summer, the road was seriously washed away. They dug some major ditches along most of the road, to try to direct the water, but our driveway wasn't fixed. We'll probably need a bridge over the moat out there now.
We actually have a puddle out in our yard thats pretty big.
Well, I think I'm gonna go get dressed and go check stuff out. I'll take pictures and if there is anything worth showing, I'll post it.
10/8/05
Have I Told You Lately....
That I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts....
So, it's raining. I mean Serious rain. Has been since last night. Non-stop. HEAVY rain.
Like, somehow knocked the power out last night.
Like, could take a shower out there.
Like, sounds like a marching band on the roof.
Like, I wonder if we'll have a driveway or a moat in the morning.
Like, dig a hole and let it fill for a swimming pool.
Like, if only it was warm, thundering and lightning-ing and it'd be perfect.
Yeah.
So, away from the water topic. How's life? Just fine, thanks for asking, how's yours?
woah. I dont think I want to sit like that. my KNEECAP fell asleep... weird.
Yes, I am in a very random mood tonight. Forgive me. I just dont know what color to use, so I'll change it again. Let's see... I think I want to be purple now. Purple is good.
So, I was thinking yesterday (scary, I know) while I was cleaning Kipp and Seavey's kennel. What a pair. Both bachelors. Both players (meaning not fixed). What if they were people? What would they be like? Here's what I came up with.
I'll start with Kipp. The older, more mature dog. When he was in that kennel alone, it was always the cleanest kennel. He never pooped IN his kennel, and very rarely did anything else. He ate and slept and was happy.
But then, due to other doggie issues, Seavey had to move in. The bachelor pad had a new roomie.
But anyways, I was telling you about Kipp.
Kipp is the older dog, so I picture him as an older guy. He is one of the sweetest dogs, most of the time. He'll jump up on the table while I'm cleaning so that when I walk by, he can reach out and lick my as I walk by. Such a flirt.
If he were a guy, he'd probably be big into theater. Broadway shows, expencive resturants, yacht clubs, black tie affairs. He'd probably be loved by the ladies, both old and young. He wouldnt be able to settle down with just one girl for life though, but when he does have a special lady, she is treated like a queen. Once the relationship was over though, they'd still remain friends, getting together when he was in town, maybe rekindling the romance for a night...
He's usually pretty even tempered, but if another guy picks a fight, he'll not back down. Sometimes some strong words (or growls) are exchanged, but thats to the restraint Kipp has (a fence in most cases) nothing serious comes of it. It's all just noise.
But when it comes to a lady's honor, that's a whole different story.
Celebrity alter-ego? James Bond...picture Pierce Brosnan.
And now, I'd like to introduce you to Kipp's current roommate, Seavey.
Seavey is one of the younger dogs. He's the one that, as soon as you put him back in his kennel, he will go right to the clean water bucket, and stand in it with his front paws, splashing fresh drinking water all over.
Since moving in with Kipp Seavey has proceeded to trash the kennel. He poops everywhere, and both dogs have been vying for the territory, so there is pee everywhere. He's also been chewing on the doghouses, leaving woodchips everywhere.
He's the upstart, trying to find his place, but having a blast doing it.
Seavey is the wild one. He's cute, and he knows it. He picks on the oldest dog, Nemo, constantly when they are out. When he's in the kennel, he picks fights with another youngster, Downey, always from the safety of his pen. All talk, no action. Just noise.
Seavey would be the partier were he a guy. Out every night, coming home at 3 in the morning, probably drunk. Or he'll host parties in the apartment, and leave them for his roomie to clean up. He thinks he's God's gift to women. Never had a serious girlfriend, but lost count of all the one-night-stands. Bad with names, but seems to attract the girls who dont care what you call them.
Favorite movie? American Pie
So, there's a little insight into the characters I work with... I mean, my dogs. ;-)
Wow it's kinda late now! I think I'm gonna close this for now. I'll write again soon. If it's raining again tomorrow, I'll be here, and I'll be bored, so I'll write.
much love!
So, it's raining. I mean Serious rain. Has been since last night. Non-stop. HEAVY rain.
Like, somehow knocked the power out last night.
Like, could take a shower out there.
Like, sounds like a marching band on the roof.
Like, I wonder if we'll have a driveway or a moat in the morning.
Like, dig a hole and let it fill for a swimming pool.
Like, if only it was warm, thundering and lightning-ing and it'd be perfect.
Yeah.
So, away from the water topic. How's life? Just fine, thanks for asking, how's yours?
woah. I dont think I want to sit like that. my KNEECAP fell asleep... weird.
Yes, I am in a very random mood tonight. Forgive me. I just dont know what color to use, so I'll change it again. Let's see... I think I want to be purple now. Purple is good.
So, I was thinking yesterday (scary, I know) while I was cleaning Kipp and Seavey's kennel. What a pair. Both bachelors. Both players (meaning not fixed). What if they were people? What would they be like? Here's what I came up with.
I'll start with Kipp. The older, more mature dog. When he was in that kennel alone, it was always the cleanest kennel. He never pooped IN his kennel, and very rarely did anything else. He ate and slept and was happy.
But then, due to other doggie issues, Seavey had to move in. The bachelor pad had a new roomie.
But anyways, I was telling you about Kipp.
Kipp is the older dog, so I picture him as an older guy. He is one of the sweetest dogs, most of the time. He'll jump up on the table while I'm cleaning so that when I walk by, he can reach out and lick my as I walk by. Such a flirt.
If he were a guy, he'd probably be big into theater. Broadway shows, expencive resturants, yacht clubs, black tie affairs. He'd probably be loved by the ladies, both old and young. He wouldnt be able to settle down with just one girl for life though, but when he does have a special lady, she is treated like a queen. Once the relationship was over though, they'd still remain friends, getting together when he was in town, maybe rekindling the romance for a night...
He's usually pretty even tempered, but if another guy picks a fight, he'll not back down. Sometimes some strong words (or growls) are exchanged, but thats to the restraint Kipp has (a fence in most cases) nothing serious comes of it. It's all just noise.
But when it comes to a lady's honor, that's a whole different story.
Celebrity alter-ego? James Bond...picture Pierce Brosnan.
And now, I'd like to introduce you to Kipp's current roommate, Seavey.
Seavey is one of the younger dogs. He's the one that, as soon as you put him back in his kennel, he will go right to the clean water bucket, and stand in it with his front paws, splashing fresh drinking water all over.
Since moving in with Kipp Seavey has proceeded to trash the kennel. He poops everywhere, and both dogs have been vying for the territory, so there is pee everywhere. He's also been chewing on the doghouses, leaving woodchips everywhere.
He's the upstart, trying to find his place, but having a blast doing it.
Seavey is the wild one. He's cute, and he knows it. He picks on the oldest dog, Nemo, constantly when they are out. When he's in the kennel, he picks fights with another youngster, Downey, always from the safety of his pen. All talk, no action. Just noise.
Seavey would be the partier were he a guy. Out every night, coming home at 3 in the morning, probably drunk. Or he'll host parties in the apartment, and leave them for his roomie to clean up. He thinks he's God's gift to women. Never had a serious girlfriend, but lost count of all the one-night-stands. Bad with names, but seems to attract the girls who dont care what you call them.
Favorite movie? American Pie
So, there's a little insight into the characters I work with... I mean, my dogs. ;-)
Wow it's kinda late now! I think I'm gonna close this for now. I'll write again soon. If it's raining again tomorrow, I'll be here, and I'll be bored, so I'll write.
much love!
10/6/05
Curly or Straight, that is the question....
Ah, life, gotta either take it or leave it, dontcha? And if ya leave it, it just keeps on going without you, hardly waiting for you to change your mind and catch up. Funny how that works.
Do you ever feel completely alone in a huge crowd of people? Or claustrophobic when you are all by yourself? Hmmm....
And why is it that the days I want my hair curly, it dries as straight as it possible can, but when I want it straight, it curls right up? Grrr... time to pull out the straightener....
So yah, now that I have all that out of my system....
I have a stuffy nose! Argh! So annoying. I'm either sniffling, or I can't talk straight. I really dont like being sick. Who knows if I am really sick, or if it's just leftovers from my big cry last night. Either way, it can go away now.....
I've got an hour before class. I'm looking forward to the time away. As every day goes by, I get a little more antsy. I feel like I'm running out of air to breathe, space to move, room to think. And I dont know how to fix it.
But on the bright side, my Jordan is wonderful. I can't thank God enough for him. I can't tell him how much I love him. He's my best friend, my confidant, my love. I miss him so much, but I am SO looking forward to seeing him again. It's almost time for midterms. Half way there!
So yah, I suppose that's it for now. Can't think of anything else to write right now... Maybe later tonight. Hmmm...
Do you ever feel completely alone in a huge crowd of people? Or claustrophobic when you are all by yourself? Hmmm....
And why is it that the days I want my hair curly, it dries as straight as it possible can, but when I want it straight, it curls right up? Grrr... time to pull out the straightener....
So yah, now that I have all that out of my system....
I have a stuffy nose! Argh! So annoying. I'm either sniffling, or I can't talk straight. I really dont like being sick. Who knows if I am really sick, or if it's just leftovers from my big cry last night. Either way, it can go away now.....
I've got an hour before class. I'm looking forward to the time away. As every day goes by, I get a little more antsy. I feel like I'm running out of air to breathe, space to move, room to think. And I dont know how to fix it.
But on the bright side, my Jordan is wonderful. I can't thank God enough for him. I can't tell him how much I love him. He's my best friend, my confidant, my love. I miss him so much, but I am SO looking forward to seeing him again. It's almost time for midterms. Half way there!
So yah, I suppose that's it for now. Can't think of anything else to write right now... Maybe later tonight. Hmmm...
10/2/05
Sherbert for Breakfast!
Yummmmmy!
One of the pluses to not being able to eat solid foods, I get the good stuff, like sherbert!!
I'm recovering pretty well, surprisingly. Hopefully I'll be good as new SOON! It's only been two days, and I'm sick of this. (Well, not sick of the sherbert...)
My honey is off being an athlete today. He's taking part in a triathalon! I wish I could be there on the sidelines, cheering him on, but I'm stuck here. Next time! I love you, babe!
So yeah, I suppose thats just a short post. I might have more to post later today, we'll see.
Hugs to ya!
One of the pluses to not being able to eat solid foods, I get the good stuff, like sherbert!!
I'm recovering pretty well, surprisingly. Hopefully I'll be good as new SOON! It's only been two days, and I'm sick of this. (Well, not sick of the sherbert...)
My honey is off being an athlete today. He's taking part in a triathalon! I wish I could be there on the sidelines, cheering him on, but I'm stuck here. Next time! I love you, babe!
So yeah, I suppose thats just a short post. I might have more to post later today, we'll see.
Hugs to ya!
10/1/05
By The Way...
I have got the worlds greatest boyfriend!! He sent me 18 baby roses, yellow, red, and pink, for our 2 month anniversary!!!!
But thats not all.
They arrived yesterday, the day I got my teeth pulled. Now I get to recover with the lovely smell of roses in my room.
I love you, Jordan!!!
But thats not all.
They arrived yesterday, the day I got my teeth pulled. Now I get to recover with the lovely smell of roses in my room.
I love you, Jordan!!!
The Tale of 4 Teeth
They are gone! Gone! My childhood wisdom is gone forever with my wisdom teeth!
Ok, I'll explain. Yesterday morning, I woke up at 6:45. By 8, Mom was getting used to driving my car as we headed to the oral surgeon's. I'll never forget my Doc's name. Rosato. Sounds like pasta. Mom and I were laughing about it while we were sitting in the waiting room. The nurse came in. dun dun dun. She got me settled into the chair, hooked up to the machine (those pads were COLD!), and the blood pressure cuff, which squeezed my arm every 5 minutes. Almost 10 minutes later the Doc came in too. He layed the chair back, and slipped this thing over my nose, I'm sure i looked goofy. Then they plugged my hand into the IV. That wasnt too bad at all. For my first IV, I expected it to hurt more. Not so! hardly felt a thing. Giving blood hurt more. Then the Doc said he was going to give me a steroid to help with the swelling. I remember the nurse chuckling about how she has to do things in a certain order every time. I remember nothing else. 30 seconds tops from when they started the IV until I was out.
The next thing I remember was them telling me they were going to bring Mom in. Recovery! Dont really remember much about my time in that room, I was kinda touch and go. I do remember I got a ride out to the car in the wheelchair, but I dont remember the ride at all. I dont really remember the ride home either. But I DO remember how numb the lower half of my face was. I couldnt feel anything on my chin or lower lip!! Or my tongue, which is a very weird feeling. The first time Mom changed the packing in my mouth, I just about passed out.
I slept on and off, with ice inbetween, but since I couldnt feel my mouth, I couldnt take any meds. Half of my face came back to life pretty quick, including half of my tongue. At least I could drink now. The other half of my face was still coming back by the time I went to bed last night. It felt all tingly every time I touched it, like a foot that fell asleep. This morning, I can feel my whole mouth just fine.
I haven't had any of the gauze in my mouth since yesterday afternoon, and I start salt water rinses today. blech. But such is recovery.
The good part is, I'm hardly swollen at all. One side of my face, the side that came back sooner, isnt' swollen at all. And the other side is a little bit. No chipmunk cheeks for me! Wahoo!
So, there's the tale of my 4 teeth. Not too gory, actually. I'm gonna go ice my face now, and probably sleep some.
love and hugs.
Ok, I'll explain. Yesterday morning, I woke up at 6:45. By 8, Mom was getting used to driving my car as we headed to the oral surgeon's. I'll never forget my Doc's name. Rosato. Sounds like pasta. Mom and I were laughing about it while we were sitting in the waiting room. The nurse came in. dun dun dun. She got me settled into the chair, hooked up to the machine (those pads were COLD!), and the blood pressure cuff, which squeezed my arm every 5 minutes. Almost 10 minutes later the Doc came in too. He layed the chair back, and slipped this thing over my nose, I'm sure i looked goofy. Then they plugged my hand into the IV. That wasnt too bad at all. For my first IV, I expected it to hurt more. Not so! hardly felt a thing. Giving blood hurt more. Then the Doc said he was going to give me a steroid to help with the swelling. I remember the nurse chuckling about how she has to do things in a certain order every time. I remember nothing else. 30 seconds tops from when they started the IV until I was out.
The next thing I remember was them telling me they were going to bring Mom in. Recovery! Dont really remember much about my time in that room, I was kinda touch and go. I do remember I got a ride out to the car in the wheelchair, but I dont remember the ride at all. I dont really remember the ride home either. But I DO remember how numb the lower half of my face was. I couldnt feel anything on my chin or lower lip!! Or my tongue, which is a very weird feeling. The first time Mom changed the packing in my mouth, I just about passed out.
I slept on and off, with ice inbetween, but since I couldnt feel my mouth, I couldnt take any meds. Half of my face came back to life pretty quick, including half of my tongue. At least I could drink now. The other half of my face was still coming back by the time I went to bed last night. It felt all tingly every time I touched it, like a foot that fell asleep. This morning, I can feel my whole mouth just fine.
I haven't had any of the gauze in my mouth since yesterday afternoon, and I start salt water rinses today. blech. But such is recovery.
The good part is, I'm hardly swollen at all. One side of my face, the side that came back sooner, isnt' swollen at all. And the other side is a little bit. No chipmunk cheeks for me! Wahoo!
So, there's the tale of my 4 teeth. Not too gory, actually. I'm gonna go ice my face now, and probably sleep some.
love and hugs.
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